Athena Strand’s father broke down in tears as he faced his daughter’s killer in court — and said he hopes the jury makes the “right decision” in determining whether the FedEx driver is sentenced to death.

Jacob Strand made the emotional plea Thursday as he left the stand in court, where he claimed his life was ruined by the crippling guilt he was left with after his 7-year-old daughter was kidnapped and strangled by FedEx driver Tanner Horner in 2022.

“It made me feel horrible,” Strand said, according to NBCDFW. “You know, like, I should have done something or been there. I wasn’t there to protect them like I should be, like a father’s role.”

Jacob Strand, father of Athena Strand, testifying during a capital murder trial.
Athena Strand’s father, Jacob (above), broke down in tears as he faced his daughter’s killer in court, stating that he hopes the jury makes the “right decision.”AP

A headshot of Athena Strand with a red bow headband.
Jacob Strand claimed on the stand that his life was ruined by the crippling guilt he was left with after his 7-year-old daughter, Athena, was kidnapped and strangled by FedEx driver Tanner Horner in 2022.Family Handout

Tears began to stream down Strand’s face as he said he initially thought Athena was out playing hide and seek — and was destroyed when he learned she had been found dead, CBS News reported.

“I just kind of held everything in, and it broke me,” he said, adding that he turned to alcohol to numb the pain.

“I couldn’t sleep, and I would only eat like every seven days, and I lost like 50 pounds.”

“I just hope that the jury and the justice system makes the right decision,” he said at the conclusion of the emotional testimony.


Thursday was the eighth day of the murder trial for Horner, a former delivery driver who confessed to kidnapping Athena from her rural Texas home, strangling her and dumping her body miles away.

Horner, 34, is awaiting his fate as the jury weighs whether to sentence him to death or life in prison.

Surveillance image of 7-year-old Athena Strand inside Tanner Horner's FedEx truck.
The FedEx driver allegedly kidnapped and strangled 7-year-old Athena Strand in 2022.FOX 4 DFW
Athena had been outside when Horner showed up to deliver one of her Christmas gifts and abducted her.

The hulking delivery driver, who was over 200 pounds at the time of the kidnapping, told the court he first tried to break Athena’s neck to kill her.